I and Love and You

Is it super cliche for me to reflect on 2010, as it's the last day of the year?

Too many people have said that 2010 was the worst year they have had. Am I a bitch for saying that 2010 was amazing? Too bad, it was. I did the best I ever have in school, I had an amazing internship, I made amazing connections, I went amazing place, and I had amazing opportunities. Lots of amazing.

But it also has it's low points. Ryan and I had a really long rough patch. I lost some friends, but looking back, it's all just dirty off my shoulders.

What does 2011 bring? Graduation, many more travels and amazing places, an internship in Kentucky (!!) and (hopefully) a big girl job.

Random fact: I have lost 20 pounds since this time last year. I must have been reeeally fat and not noticed because I look normal now. But now I have become obsessed with losing more. I am at 145 and would like to get to 135. That's ok for someone who is 5'10, right?

Building a Mystery

Life is full of mysteries. From the people we meet, to the paths that we take. I will never understand why I chose what I chose, except for the fact that it makes me happy. Was I right to move to Colorado? Was I right to move out to Cali? Will my next move be right? Time will tell, but I am confident in my happiness.

The Times They Are A-Changin'

You know you're a grown up when you can no longer google your problems.

All You Need Is Love

I love school.

I love fall.

I love when the trees turn yellow and orange on campus.

I love having a clean room.

I love coffee.

I love not having on TA on Thursday, which means having the day off.

I love getting to ride.

I love that pain in my legs that I get from riding.

I love that I have a follower. Thanks Jake!

I love when songs come up on my itunes that I literally haven't heard in years.

I love when all my roommates are gone.

I love bananas.

I love talking to my momma on the phone.

I love that I'm starting to write down my thoughts. Even though I'm bad at it.

I love Ryan.

I love my friends.

I love my mom and dad and brothers.

I love Colorado.

I love Tennessee.

I love that I love.

I love the decisions I have made with my life.

I love the future.

I love the uncertainty.

Beasts for Burden

I have been bearing the burden for too many for too long. And the problems are not just simple ones. They're heavy issues, and I always feel the need to take care of other people. It's really starting to take a toll on me. Am I too nice? Is any of this going to be paid back to me when I need the help? I really hope so. Or else I might go crazy.

Wild Horses

I am a nerd. End of story.

The Sound Of Silence

Sometimes I just looove to sleep alone. But sometimes, I don't.

First Try

So I'm taking a stab at this whole blogging thing, but mainly because I am sick of studying finance. Last time I did this was back in the good ol' Live Journal days...what was that, freshman year? Oh lord. So here I am, the summer before my last year of college. WEIRD. Which means that this time next year I will have a big girl job (hopefully). This is the reason for some mild panic attacks I have been having lately. Ugh. I need a vacation. Oh, wait...